S T A T U S

i think i'll be back BLOGging after a few weeks.
still busy.
sorry guys =.=''

FYDAH IS IN A BUSYMODE

love you guys

xoxo

fydahlovinganiq.

N E E D I N G

its so difficult to accept the reality RIGHT now.
god.
im sooooooooooo SPEECHLESS.
my baby sikda kdt.
sikda tmpt nk mengadu.
OMFG!
sakit ati ku.
sakit gilakgilak.
and FYI
for all the fuckin readers.
if ur my friend, pls dont ask bout my sis at this moment.
im not ready to tell u guys.

fydahaniq :)

7 days more.
genap 1month.
fydah ♥ aniq UNLIMITED MUCH!

12//02//2010

heyy blogs :)♥
how ya duin now?
good huh?
lolxxxxx
so..what do u want to know?
okeyy, i'll tell one by one :D

M Y ♥ L I F E

this morning i woke up at 8..lolxx thats fuckin earlyy.. D: so i woke up then quickly take my bath..hehe..then i went to the hosp.. :( i cant take it!seeing my precious sister in that condition T________________T omg!im still soooooo LOVING her :(♥ please..get well as soon as possible...then, im not goin to school today..my dad didnt ask me to go..but my bezfren, Eyvon goin..dammit!haha..i miss her so much!this evening, my babyy♥ went to my house..haha..i sooo missing him that time.. :( after seeing his face, awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! <33333333 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ *fallin in ♥* hehe..but he soooo shy to meet my bro..haha..let him be >:) soooo, now...im at my fuckin livin room with my sleeping sister and brother..haha..kinda sleepy..but idk where the hell that i can lay myself on =.=" lol..btw, im texting my FB friend today..she ask for my numb,so i gave to her..shes soooo nice to me :)) i hope that i can see her f2f one day.. she is : MIA :)

MIA SHADS :)♥

shes got the same age with me..
14 this year :)
shes soo frust about her lovelife..
so, i decided to cool her up..
but she havent reply my msg until now..
i really wanted to help her..
but how? ;(
shes soooooo .AMAZING. :)
SHES 160++ CM TALL!
WOW! I BET U GUYS ALSO SHOCKED..
THAT SOOO FREAKIN TALL RIGHT?
but i LOVE♥ her :)
shes an awesome and amazing sister..
REALLY!
im serious..
even though we got the same age,
i still consider her as my sister :)
shes older 7 months than me..
haha :DD
i was sooooo shocked after i saw her prof..
then i ask her about that, what happened?
:(
its soooooo UNPREDICTABLE...
okey dude..
my eyes is soo tired now..
*yawn
goodnite :)♥


fydah | aniq
13 february 2010 = 16 daysssss
fydahLOVINGhim
:)♥
♥FUNNYQ♥

R A N D O M :)

haha..tek dating with my sayang tek :)
at my house..
omg! he soooo freakin cute... <33333333333333
awwwwwwwwwwwww ~
i love him damn much...
haha...
fydahLOVINGaniq
what am i doing now?
searching for SOAD live video in youtube..
haha..
just trying to watch the lead guitarist plays the AMAZING solo...XD
i wish i can play like him :(
im really wanted to be a fuckin guitarist...
but my mummy ask me to be a goddamn doctor...
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
i hate doctors actually!
bad memories..
dammit.....
so hows ur life there lads?ladies?
haha..
i hope that someone would read my fuckin blog..
hahaha..
im sooooooooooo in love with my HUBBY especially..
then, MICHAEL ANGELO BATIO
DARON MALAKIAN
SYNYSTER GATES
JIMMY PAIGE
LED ZEPPELIN
SLASH
DIMEBAG DARRELL


LOVING THEM!!!!!!!!!!!

fydah.fydah:)

im soo missing my baby now :( ANIQ
i wish that u can protect our relationship the best u could..
im soooo LOVING u...
i hope that u wont disappoint me :(
but u really really TRUSTED u...
and i know that u wont look for another girl..
fydah+aniq
=FUNNYQ :)

SCHOOL SUCK!!

borink ehh d skolah..
bencik lu ku ngga lakie lm kls yaaa.. :(
ska lu baling2 pemadam la, kertas la...
paloi!
bla ku report g my LUVLY HUBBY ANIQ ri tok tek,
xda cdak ngaco.. :)
lol hes my HERO!♥
hehe..i love him that damn much! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
p da assembly ri tok tek..
lelah ehh, bdiri jak2..
cuba la mekrg dudok tek >:(
haha
guys :( ku xda kdt..
xpat msg or call ny :(
borink ehh....
ku mok jak msg ny kinek..
p x bnyk kdt
dhla RINDU lu...
:(
fydah♥aniq :)

♥ happy birthday jimmy ♥

HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY JIMMY :)♥

i wish u still here...
with ur bandmates..
m shadows
syn gates
zacky v
johnny christ
hope u'll rest in peace, jimmy :(
we'll never forget u
R.I.P JIMMY
JIMMY THE GREAT!

♥WE LOVE U JIMMY!AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE U!♥

husband :)

♥ this is my futured husband :P ♥
he was given the name ANIQ ♥
i love him soooo damn much!!
hes so sweet, nice, caring.. :)
and hes also a DRUMMER
he'll always be there for me..
he always waiting in front of my class before i start my lesson
he wait at the fuc king bustop before i go home
but hes a very JEALOUSY
especially when im with my cousin, ibno and saad
but i just want him to know that i REALLY REALLY LOVE him right now..
i hope he would do the same :)
hes 15 , one year older than me..
his life just started on 26 september 1995
and fyi , he really doesnt look like a PLAYBOY
he look really INNOCENT lolxxxxx
but sometimes he like to talk about 'that' to me
haha , hes really funny sometimes
but no matter what does he look or how EVIL he is
i still LOVE him
♥ with all my heart ♥
♥ fydah.remix.aniq ♥
28 january 2o1o
so for our HATERS,
dont u ever break our fuc king relationship
so stop giving us ur SH ITS
just get the hell out from our fuck ing LIFE
AND , dont forget to wipe ur ASS off
cuz ur the most crazy MOTHER FUCK ERS AND BITCHES i've ever seen
i WISH i can kick ur damn stinky ass es outta my FUCKIN G FACE!
dont u ever disturb my fuc king husband
or i SWEAR i'll kill u!
hahaha ♥

precious.sis

this is my precious sis :)
shes still 13 years old
shes still in the hospital now :(
please get well soon sis..
we miss u..
i miss every moment that we've had..
especially our jokes at school..
i hope u still remember..
about the teachers..
ckgu s*** and ckgu emoboy
yah, its really fun to talk about that s h i t s..
i miss ur dance sis..
f(x) chu?chocolate love ;((
i'll always pray for u..
but please, be strong..
i know that u can fight it..
right?
i hope u can still smile just like that right now..
i cant take this..
its really hurt to see u in that condition..
u WILL get better sis!
we'll try our best..
dont worry..
mummy and daddy always be with u there :)
ur not lonely..
u still have us..
ur sisters, brothers and even ur friendssss...
u dont deserve to be in that condition..
oh god!!i really cant take this...
please!sis..
im begging u to get well as soon as possible..
i hate when someone i love leave me..
i know u WONT disappoint me.. :(
and ur still soooo young...ur still 13..
please dont leave us..
be strong!
ur not Aisyah that i knew if ur not strong..
get well..please..
i love ya sis!
and i missed u..
i missed sleeping in the same room with u
i missed our jokes
i missed ur dance
i missed ur laugh
and i REALLY REALLY missed ur VOICE :(
come back please

fydah.the.great

this is me :) im fydah.
14 for my becoming birthday.
3rd of august 1996 is when my life just started.
taken by ANIQ
28 january 2o1o our anniversary :)
how do i describe myself?
i am FYDAH THE GREAT!

im just an ordinary person whos searching for a LIFE.
but im soo glad i've got soo LOVING family,friends, and even my baby :)
im a :
hot-tempered
klutz (sometimes)
food lover
addicted to guitars
cant live without MUSIC
not a really calm person :)
lazy -_-"
need a good listener :(
musician wannabe
hate all the HATERS, BITC HES, MOTHER FUCK ERS
what else?
f u c k yeah!its all about me babyyy! XD